Out Alive [confessional]

[carly]

Jun 18, 2013 22:36:04 GMT -5 Silvia said:

Colleen, you suck

Ew.

Colleen! Love you! Good luck!

[Silvia]

Jun 19, 2013 2:16:50 GMT -5 grant said:

skeezy.com

[colleen]

Well we won the IC which is surprising but I'm thankful considering I didn't contribute much I was like "yeah I'll be back later to help" but forgot and went to bed I wonder if Proeila threw the IC though because Gloria kept asking me if I was gonna be safe, ect. Oh well as long as I am actually safe it's all good :3 I hope that I get to participate in the next IC because I need to at least contribute something but I bet you I will be the one "sitting" out or whatever unless Thiago would wanna partner with me since he seems to be on during my night.

I hope Perry and Ben are safe. And that's it

Oh and thanks Carly <3 Silvia is a ratchet hoe.

[colleen]

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Week 3

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Ahh another one bites the dust! It sucks that Perry got voted out but oh well... life goes on. It's funny how my preferred alliance is getting picked off. I know Ben almost got booted last round and I prob woulda as well if we lost the first round. So glad that we have Chase on our tribe <3 Anyway I warned Perry about Ellen/Luca + them having ties with Knox and Hannah at the start. IDK why he tried to get Luca out #_#

Anywho apparently all the idols have been found. Yippeeee! Not really. Ellen/Luca got theirs, I think Dominic has his tribe's idol and idk who has my tribes. I would assume Thiago but it could be anyone. I was kicking ass with my posting but then proboards went down for 10 minutes. That sucked but I still managed to do a lot anyway. I almost fell asleep and on that note, I'm gonna bounce.

[Silvia]

So ratchet.

[colleen]

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Week 4

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I loved Legatu. I mimicked my tribal phase from S3 perfectly I barely contributed <333 and like didn't go to tribal at all!

The past 2 days have been eventful. I apologise for not updating my confessional but at the same time, I'm glad since things have been changing every minute. Let's take it back to the tribe swap. It was expected that a tribe swap was gonna happen and tbh I wasn't that upset. When I saw my tribe, I knew that I would be in a good position because there were 3 other Legatu members and Luca/Dominic.

Now here is the annoying thing because I basically was forced into working with Domi/Luca even though I wouldn't have mind but it's like -______- since I would be in a good position but because of this whole AJ/Chase/Cassi vs Ellen bullshit - it's a hot mess. Ofcourse I would side with Ellen if people are gonna make this game about getting her out... after all I am Coellen!!!!! I know at the start I told Perry/Emily to be weary of her and stuff but that's because I was just trying to help them out. The info that I told them (Perry/Emily) should have made them work with her rather than against at the start I know how Ellen & Luca feel since this used to happen to me in Shadow games

So pretty much Ellen/Luca/Domi tell me how they (Chase/AJ) tried to get Luca out right before merge because of his connections with Ellen. And that our plan was for me, Domi, Luca to work with Quincy/Selena to blindside Chase or something. The next day, Chase knew all the info which was awk as hell. I had this feeling he knew this type of ish by the way he was talking to me about how he feels nervous and all this stuff. Then Ellen tells me how we have a problem and I was like, is it about our plan getting leaked? and obvi I was correct so we had a skype call. Then we decided that we were willing to pull rocks... me/Luca/Dominic/Selena and vote Quincy so the others will hopefully not wanna pull rocks for Quincy. Like why on earth would they wanna risk their game life for him? I like Quincy and all but I thought it was a bitchy thing of him to sell out the plan when Luca considered him a close ally and since he did that - he threw me under the bus too!

Anywho we agreed to throw the IC because Ben/Ellen are screwed on that side. It seems like I threw it too obviously which is embarrassing since as soon as I went to work... I was like "fml I shoulda scored more points" but oh well. My excuse is somewhat true too because I fell asleep and woke up 30 minutes before I had to go to work but I totally would have scored more points haha

It seemed like the votes were gonna be either Luca/Selena but now it has turned to me which is kinda suckish because I'm only in this trouble because of them but that's fine with me. I don't like how this game would turn out and ofcourse I am down with it since I was willing to pull rocks, lol.

[colleen]

I do feel bad about this vote and acting shady cuz I do like Cassie/Chase but whatever. Also Dominic wants to vote Chase because he's 100% sure he won't use his idol but I'm like HELL NO. Since the votes are going to me, I don't feel comfortable. I said, we should vote Cassie then if we want to make a big move but idk for some reason they don't wanna haha but oh well... Quincy will do.

I hate that the vote did change to me because they think Luca has the idol from Ellen, lol. BOO. But anywho I love that Dominic is doing all the dirty werk :]

Sorry Legatu

[colleen]

Col(Kath)leen GVSE
but it was still pretty bad
2:57 PMSquall Leonhart
lol well 20 is better than 0
2:59 PMCol(Kath)leen GVSE
23*
2:59 PMCol(Kath)leen GVSE
but yes
2:59 PMCol(Kath)leen GVSE

3:00 PMSquall Leonhart
my bad :-P

[colleen]

Ellis ~ Part 2

Colleen = Colleen
Ellen = Ellen
Ben = Ben
Dominic = Dominic
Luca = Ryan
Selena = Carly

[colleen]

Okay so maybe we shoulda voted Chase since he didn't use the idol. How funny lol.

And referring to Michael's parchment for me = SORRY NOT SORRY.

[colleen]

Squall Leonhart
just doing what I was told




BAAAA

[colleen]

Apparently Thiago is pissed at me and had a go at Ellen He also said something along the lines of "you trust someone you've been talking to since January over me" or whatever regarding our conversation about Ellen. A few days ago he told Ellen that I said she has a lot of friends and that I am worried when it was HIM who brought it up to me. I just agreed for the sake of it but never mentioned it to him. I had no clue why he told Ellen this because all I had to do was go back to our convo and show Ellen to prove my innocence. I knew not to trust Thiago so I didn't really say anything exposing in our chats because I always thought he was fishing for info. He tries to act naive or whatever but uses what you say against you. He can go away with that type of bullshit mayneee haha

Oh and I love how much of a pussy Chase is, lol. I guess I deserved to get votes because I was not loyal to Legatu but he goes on invisi to hide like a lil bitch that he is. He made some sick image of AJ/Ellen the other day how AJ is some sweet angel and Ellen is the devil with a butt plug pitchfork LOL Apparently he wanted to make a new image with me on it D: I am flattered tbh because anything negative is just as nice as positive shit <33

When Quincy got the boot he tried to guilt trip Luca when he was the one who betrayed him first... he sold Luca/The plan/me out. Cassie even confirmed to me that Quincy was like "don't trust Colleen, she is with Luca" blah blah blah. He is pretty dumb considering his only solid ally was prob Luca... but oh well, be gone!

I prob went from UTR/INV to at least some type of edgic. IDK if I am negative tho since people are mad at me for throwing. I don't care tbh Anyway it was a nice feeling for our plan to work but it sucks that the idol wasn't used. Bummer. I can't believe these people trusted Dominic... like wut? Apparently they might still trust him which would be freakin' hilarious. I just "smh" at Chase considering Dominic did something similar in GVSE3 with the Jonah boot.

Anyway that's it

[colleen]

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Week 5

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So while I feel bad that I voted for Chase... it had to be done. He did vote me out last round just incase of an idol so he didn't really care if I left or not. I feel guilty because I usually don't like talking to people that I'm about to vote out but I had to fake it up to him yesterday and a few hours before the vote that I was willing to vote Luca / work with him/Cassie so he doesn't use his idol. If I had it my way, the vote woulda been Michael but we needed that idol gone and yeah. I do like Chase and hate that I lied to him/Cassie but they made this game stupid since it's revolving around Ellen.

GVSE = Gang vs Ellen pretty much lol

It sucks but it's a game. He's gonna hate me but before we talked, he wanted the boot order to be Luca then me so whatevs bruhhh

[colleen]

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Week 6

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I wanted to quit this challenge as soon as I was on my third post, lol. That obviously isn't a surprise considering my lack of contribution at the start of the game But I have to post 147/148 to cockblock the other people... it will suck if Cassie or Michael win immunity. Like, that would be just our luck. We're gonna split the votes because Luca/Domi think Chase passed his idol to Cassie just in case something bad happened. I guess it's possible since she was immune and all. <--- I fell asleep as I was writing this. Ellen just told me that Michael said, Cassie has Chase's idol.... uh oh. That's gonna be so awk if Michael wins immunity since we would have to turn on eachother basically.

With this round being a double boot or whatever, I don't see my game life lasting that long anymore. It's obvious there are sides and since I've chosen mine, atm we don't have the numbers so we're gonna be screwed if Ben doesn't win immunity/Cassie or Michael win immunity. I wouldn't say I'm content with that but idk I don't really like the other side, lol. Thiago doesn't like me anymore because Ellen believed me over him and I voted out two Legatu members. I don't know for sure if he doesn't but it's obvi considering he was all on my D during Legatu but now we don't talk anymore or if we do, it only lasts 5 minutes. I don't think Henry would work with me either since the Legatu thing too. That's fine with me because I didn't like him that much at the start although I do think he's a cool guy now. Cassie prob wouldn't trust me because I lied twice in a row haha And the rest are all mehhhh as in... Michael is a sheep, Knox is just there, Mark sounds like a psycho, Wendy is kunty, AJ won't work with me because I'm not a gay guy and if there is anyone else, then they obviously are non existent to me like Leah in GVSE3

I hope everything works out for us though. We have worked hard the past two rounds to ensure numbers for the merge. Dominic has done most of the work but I've at least helped Also I never mentioned it before but I did assign myself the TB question last round with the intentions to throw it because I didn't want Ellen to use her idol (well she was harassing me haha) and incase of a double boot. Thiago is just smart so ofcourse he was gonna beat me regardless if I was gonna throw or not

Yippeeee to an extension.

[Silvia]

You don't have a D