Out Alive [confessional]

[colleen]

Colleen's Confessional



This is where I'll write my thoughts... totally just used my Hil template <3

[colleen]

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MEMORIES:

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[colleen]

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PREGAME

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Thiago randomly IMs me after our convo died...

gvse5thiago: i could masturbate to all-natural peanut butter
killinit.alive: oh?
killinit.alive: would you use the peanut butter for the lube
killinit.alive: jk
gvse5thiago: LMAO
gvse5thiago: that would be sticky

lol.

I like Thiago but I do know he's a social whore and just a chill likeable guy. I haven't pre-gamed much but that is fine with me considering I don't like pregramming tbh.

[colleen]

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Week 1

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Hey everyone my name is Coellen because I'm Colleen, I'm in love with Ellen and I love to wear Ellen clothes so Ellen is always on me 24/7 What's up?? haha

I didn't really bother the pregame talk. I mean, a lot of people in this game have been working dat pregame shit for months. I won't name names but it's pretty obvious who these people are. The only pregame talk that I had were with people that I talk to almost every day so nbd bruhh.

I was bummed when I saw my tribe because the ones that I really wanted to be with are not here with me. I wasn't expecting Ellen or Ben because that is super obvious but I was hoping at least Emily or Perry I didn't wanna write my bootlist before the tribes because I thought that would affect my tribe haha I'm a bit confused as to why AJ and Cassi are together considering they're BFFs #_# I don't really like my tribe though because there's no one I am really tight with. I mean, I get along with Chase, Cassi and AJ to the extent but we all know they are closer to each other and others in the game. I do like Thiago as I have mentioned but I don't trust him for shit. I've only spoken to Quincy once and it was a fun convo but he had to go to sleep the same with Henry too but he is boring as hell. I don't want anything to do with him tbh and the fact that he's online at this time but invisi is retarded. I only know he is online because he is chatting to Emily.

I'm hoping we can form a season 3 alliance on this tribe as we dominate in numbers however I don't feel safe at all because I haven't been that active. Also because my tribe probably made a deal about me being the first boot at the first immunity challenge. I hated that it was live and it sucked because when I got online, everyone was almost done or needed help but due to me being so dumb it was pointless I mean, I did say "angel" for one and tried to help Thiago with the image thing. It was annoying because they didn't really explain shit but at the same time, you know how lazy I am at challenges that require more than 30 minutes. Ain't nobody got time for that shit... well I don't have time for that shit. I am thankful that we won though so grats to them for doing all the work <333 I'm just gonna have to try and work my way into making the S3 happen or something. I need to step up in the next chall for sure to prove that I'm not useless even though I kinda am at tribal challenges

It doesn't help that I'm not a male AJ has this weird thing for gay guys and I'm sure if I was a gay guy, I'd be 100% safe. UGH. Cassi acts like we're tight. As I've said we do get along but I don't consider ourselves tight. I will work that angle though because I think it's my best shot. Apparently Thiago loves me according to Ellen and well, he did dedicate a thread to me in GVSE5 but he seems to have a thing in common with Ellen... lips to my ass lulz. Quincy told me he read my DR and liked it, lol. So he knows that I'm a loyal person so hopefully that works in my favour.

I'm sad that Emily might leave on the other tribe. I really want her to survive because I wanted my main alliance to be me, Ben, Perry and Emily I feel like I can trust those three the most as they're not as connected with the cast. Before the game started, I actually wanted my real alliance to be Luca, Ellen & Gloria but I don't really trust them as much anymore because Gloria told me that Ellen wanted a F3/4 with her, Luca, Gloria & Knox -_____- I'm sure she has F3/4 deals with everyone. I love Ellen but she is a hot mess and she may have fooled me once but you ain't gonna do it again sista~ I will work with Ellen (and Luca) though (if I survive my tribe) but I don't see it being long term Now the reason why I don't trust Gloria is because I feel like she is in everyone's business so I don't wanna reveal much to her She did tell me that I probably woulda been the boot had we gone to tribal, lol.

Anywho that's it. I wrote too much #_# but it makes up for not writing anything.

[colleen]

I don't have work tomorrow so I can work on my social game... blah. I don't wanna spend time chatting to my tribe but I have to haha Chase was all "Where have you been all day?" and I'm like at work and doing stuff #_# He said everyone was online except for me and Thiago, lol. I'm just like thinking that I don't need to be on 24/7 man.

I wish I could find the idol but I prob won't even bother with it. It seems hard and yeah. I like your ideas tho Morgay. You definitely put a lot of effort into your games but they are complicated for people like me

[colleen]

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Week 2

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So Emily did in fact leave That makes me sad. I don't think people would have expected us to be so close so that woulda been an awesome alliance. Oh well :/

I definitely feel like we will lose this challenge and Dominic is just gonna own this competition as he's a complete beast, lol. Whatever tribe he is on is the biggest threat (tribe wise) since they won the first immunity without three people #_#

[Silvia]

ew. who is this ho?

[Vincent]

Good luck babez (:

[Starr]

Omg. This is a great ho.

Love her!

[Faith]

Colleen, I adore you

[yarik]

Good luck Colleen!

[Silvia]

Colleen, you suck

[colleen]

Thanks everyone

Silvia you suck

[Silvia]

what do i suck?

[grant]

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