Post by aj on Jun 14, 2013 21:15:54 GMT -5
Wow. Here we are in GvsE freaking all stars.
I feel like this has just been anticipated forever. Ever since season 3 ended, I have heard people mentioning this long awaited game and how they are just so sure that other people are already playing.
Almost every person on the cast has told me that they think they will be one of the first ones out.
In all honesty, I have both been looking forward and dreading this game. The reason I want to play is the same reason I don’t want to play: I have so many friends playing. It will obviously suck having to vote them out, but I am excited to get to talk to them for a few weeks when they actually have to acknowledge me.
That last sentence probably makes me sound really pathetic. What I mean is like, ever since season 3 ended, I have talked a good bit with the people who were on my season, as well as some of the PWs. Everyone was really nice. Of course, the idea of all stars coming up could have been in the back of everyone’s heads, but for the most part I do believe everything was genuine. I can honestly say that I was NOT attempting to play all stars until the official start date. If anything, these past 3 weeks I was playing “reverse all stars” by purposely not talking to most people on the cast. A couple other all stars games have been going on which a lot of the GvsE cast are in, so I felt like if I try to talk to people in this game, I’d just come off as annoying. Of course, if they messaged me first, then I would talk to them like I normally would. I'm honestly just really insecure about coming across as annoying to anyone.
The other thing about me that affects my relationships is that I get overly offended when people don't respond to my messages. It's honestly something that I need to get over, but when people consistently ignore my messages, I get offended. I honestly would rather people be flat out rude to me and tell me to stop talking to them than ignore me. I guess that goes hand in hand with my insecurity about me being annoying.
One of my favorite things about playing ORGs is getting to meet new people. I love the journey of meeting people, getting to know them, then building trust with them and becoming allies. So, I absolutely HATE that at this point, I know everyone playing the game with the exception of Perry and Quincy. I don’t know who they are or who their real identity is. But as for everyone else, I do know them. Obviously to different extents, but nonetheless, I know them. I guess with that being said, I’ll go ahead and do a cast breakdown.
Outside of this game, I LOVE Annie. She is kind of mean to others sometimes lol but to me she’s so sweet and I love that. She is so fun to talk to and she makes me feel better when I am being hard on myself. Sometimes I get annoyed because she doesn’t respond to me, and I know, some people are just not good at responding in general. However, I am curious to see whether or not she magically gets better at responding to me now that the game has started. I do think Annie and I would actually work well together, just because our styles of gameplay are seem to be different enough to where we would balance each other out and make a good team. I could see us aligning for a bit, but I feel like she’ll want to use me more as a goat for her to pull along. Also, I don’t see her really caring if we’re friends or not after this game, and because of that, I’ll probably put others ahead of her in my priorities.
Honestly, Ben is one of the nicest people I’ve ever met in my entire life. He is SO sweet, and he’s just such a kind-hearted person. I seriously love him sooo much, and I always will. And he is always so much fun to talk to! Gamewise though, I don’t know how it’s going to work out. I feel like we COULD be a really strong team, but for some reason, I just don’t see it happening. I kind of feel like I would hold him down, honestly. Him and I are similar in the sense that we both play with a lot of emotion. But he’s definitely a better strategist and competitor than I am, so I think he could find someone a lot stronger than myself to team up with. I do hope that I am never in a position where I have to lie to him, though, because I seriously am going to try really hard to be honest with him the whole way.
Oh gosh, where do I even start. Cassie and I have been friends for nearly 5 year now. We made the final 2 in another JustLncorporated series which was 4 years ago. GvsE season 3, when she played as Ryan, was the first time we’ve played together since then. To briefly recap how that went, I joined the game because she asked me to, and every move I made in season 3 had her best interest before that of my own. But she decided to play solely for herself, and I was so naïve that I did not see this at all. The round I was going home, I neglected to campaign because I didn’t want to accidently say anything that would hurt her game in any way. The game had no negative effect on our relationship, as she is still one of my closest ORG friends. I honestly don’t know why she is playing this game though, she told me a ton of reasons why she doesn’t want to play, and she said that she won’t have a lot of time for it and she isn’t going to go all out. Obviously though, there is something that is really making her want to play, and to be honest I don’t know what it is. I don’t think she’ll betray me in this game after what happened in season 3, but who’s to say that she won’t get reeled into the game and start playing her hardest like she did last time? I’d like to say that because of what happened in season 3, I’m going to be careful and withhold information from her. However, I know that I am just going to spill everything to her without thinking, which could possibly end up sealing my fate in this game.
I absolutely LOVE Chase. He was a great ally to me in season 3. He is someone that is actually wanting to WORK with someone, not just control them and use them. Him and I are similar in the sense that we are both very trusting, but I think he is more stable and level-headed than I am, and that’s probably why we worked so well together, because I need someone like that to keep me focused. Outside of the game, I feel like we get along really well. I find him absolutely hilarious, and he is SO cute! I feel like both in the game and out of the game, we have kind of a brother/sister relationship, and that’s what I always look for in an ally; an older bother figure. I really, really hope I am not in a position where I have to vote him out in this game. He is someone who I really would want to go all the way with. I intend on putting my full trust in him in this game and hoping for the best.
I have actually known Colleen for a while, although I didn’t know she was in GvsE until the day I got voted out. She is a very sweet girl, but we’ve never been super close, so I don’t see us having a strong bond in the game either. That being said, I do think she’s a huge threat because she is the type of player that is super likeable, but she plays UTR very well and no one will want to vote her out.
Dominic is someone who I REALLY want to work closely with in this game, and I think that we most likely will. Him and I initially bonded over the fact that we have a similar story in season 3; getting betrayed by an outside-the-game friendship. Although his was much more brutal since it was a blindside. But I realized at that point that Dominic is a VERY trusting and loyal ally. I absolutely love him outside the game as well. I think he’s so sweet and on Skype calls he always makes me laugh. But I don’t know, I just feel like I like him SO much more than he likes me, and I don’t even know if he really cares about being friends outside of the game. I feel like he finds me kind of annoying too, but that’s just my insecurity. But putting all that aside, he probably the only person other than Chase that I am going to put my absolute full trust in. I feel like him and I would work really well together just because we balance each other out so well. My only concern is that he will want to use me as his goat instead of working with me.
Well, Ellen is ranked the #1 player of this series, so I think that speaks for itself. But aside from her being an absolutely amazing player in every aspect, she is a personal threat to me. Everyone says she has been playing all stars since season 3 ended, by going out of her way to talk to everyone so much. I wouldn’t have thought anything of that, but what really made me realize she was playing early is that about a month ago, she told Cassie that I need to go out early in all stars, and she went on to say a bunch of negative stuff about me. Apparently she thinks I take jabs at her all the time, which isn’t even true!! Nothing was intentional, at least. But anyways, it’s whatever. I’m not going to go out guns blazing for her or anything, but I am definitely aware that she is not my biggest fan.
Yay, someone I don’t really know! Haha. I’ve talked to Emily 1 or 2 times on AIM, just because I had heard so much about her and wanted to meet her. But it was nothing much. I know some people said they were getting annoyed with her PW comments, and some others said that she got more credit than she deserved in the rankings. So I don’t think she is too well liked, but I could be wrong. We’ll see how she turns out in this game!
I talked to Gloria a tiny bit in a Skype chat one time, but she was just in the chat and I was talking from the call, so it wasn’t anything really. For some reason, I have always got this vibe that she doesn’t like me. But I think when I actually meet her properly, we’ll get along. Either that, or she’ll find me incredibly annoying. I am actually excited to play with her because she seems so hardcore and I think it’ll be a fun time to be in the same game as her.
Hannah is someone else who I have known for a long time, she was actually in the game that Cassie and I made the final 2 in, and the 3 of us were actually a tight alliance. I can tell that she has grown up a lot since that game. I still think that generally she is the same, being a very trusting and loyal ally who is also not afraid to make big moves. But in GvsE season 4, she seemed much more savvy and aware. So honestly I don’t even completely know her as a player now. She has already said stuff to me about how I better not betray her in all stars and how she wants to work with me, and I do think she’d stick by me and be loyal to me. However I have a bad feeling it’s not going to turn out how she wants it to, simply because I’m just not as close with her as I am with some of the others. I try to talk to her, but she’s honestly not good at responding, and every time I try to talk to her on Skype, she like runs away from it. This might change when the game officially starts, but this lack of communication has made it very difficult for me to maintain a close bond with her.
I think Henry is sooo sweet, and obviously is a great player as well. I watched him play iSurv1vor and noticed how carefully he thought everything out, how calculated all of his moves were, and just how smart he is. As far as I know, he’s not close with a lot of the cast, so because of that he would make a great ally. But I don’t really see us working together honestly, just because I think we have different agendas for this game and I feel like our gameplays would clash. He seems to play with a lot less emotion than I do, which is great for him, but it would be hard to work together because of that since basically everything I do in games is based on emotion. I still love him though, and I’m looking forward to being in a game with him just because I enjoy talking to him and he’s awesome.
I met Knox in a game exactly 4 years ago. I found out midway through gvse season 5 that he was playing here as well, and I got super excited, because I didn’t know he even played ORGs anymore. I absolutely love him, he is such a sweetheart. I know he is emotional and sensitive so I can definitely relate to him on that level. I do find him hard to talk to sometimes because he doesn’t like, say a lot. I don’t know if that’s just because he’s doing a lot at once or what. But regardless, he’s like the nicest person ever. I definitely feel like he’s a more aggressive player now than he was before, but I don’t really see us working together for some reason. I kind of put him on the same level as Henry, where I just think we have different agendas, and our gameplays would clash. But I still absolutely love him and I don’t think anything will change that.
I only met Luca fairly recently, right after season 4 ended. And without a doubt, I think he’s one of the sweetest guys I know. He is literally sooo sweet. He is so easy to talk to, and such a good listener. He listens to all of my stupid stories and seems happy to do so. Like I honestly wish more guys in this world were as nice as him. On a game level though, he definitely scares me a lot. I feel like he’s super aggressive when he plays, and I could see him being really intimidating to me. And I don’t know if I am even going to fit into his agenda, he might want me out sooner than later. But I could easily see myself falling for his mist and getting manipulated by him.
I just met Mark this past week, and I could automatically see why he did so well in season 5. He is soooo nice!! And so easy to talk to. At first I was worried that I would come across as some stupid little girl, but I think I did leave a good first impression on him. Which is both good and bad, I suppose. I think he actually might want to work with me, he already told me he wants to be on the same tribe and made a joke about how I shouldn’t vote him out. But I don’t know if I’ll be able to fit him into my plans. We’ll see though, I think him and I would work well together, because he seems like the type of ally to want to work WITH someone, not drag them as a goat.
This is honestly kind of a hard one for me. Michael and I started talking after I got voted out in season 3, and he was such a sweet and supportive PW. And we kept talking ever since. He was someone who could easily brighten my day just by talking to me. So we talked fairly often, I would say. Long story short, he suddenly stopped responding to any message I sent him, and I tried to contact him through a ton of different methods. I finally just stopped trying, but he finally messaged me at the season 5 finale to ask me to add him to the chat. I asked him then why he had been ignoring me, and he said that he didn’t get as many messages from me as I made it out to seem, and he also didn’t feel like talking. Looking back, I didn’t send him any message that was really all that important, but it had been like 3 weeks without me directly hearing from him, and that made me sad. Like I said earlier, I take people not responding to me really personally, which I shouldn’t, because it’s not like he hates me or anything. But if you asked me a month ago, I would have said Michael would be one of my top top allies, but honestly I want to kind of distance myself from him in this game. I don’t think I want to let myself get to close to him again because I’m afraid of just getting my feelings hurt again.
Doing a 2-in-1 because they are next to each other, and also because it’s the same situation; I do not know either of them. Which I am excited about, because like I said earlier I love the journey of like, meeting people and getting to know them. Even if I don’t work with either of them in this game, I’m honestly just excited to meet them.
Selena is another one I’ve known for 4 years, I met her in that same game with Cassie and Hannah. We haven’t played a game together since then, but we have stayed in touch. I always feel really comfortable talking to her, I feel like I can tell her anything and she won’t judge me for it. And I think she feels the same way for me. I don’t know if I’ll rank her my #1 ally, but she’s definitely up there, and honestly she’s the only person in this game who I don’t think will try to manipulate me or take advantage of me in any way. I don’t think she’ll ever lie to me or use anything I say against me. Because of that, I definitely have full intentions on being honest with her the entire time.
I’ve talked to Thiago a few times now, once during his season and then a few more times right around the end. He’s really nice and can definitely keep a conversation going, which is great because it means I don’t have to shoot out a ton of questions =P Thiago said one thing to me in one of our early conversations though, which really rubbed me the wrong way and it’s still been on my mind.
Kirin Pandit
you're so nice anyways it's not like you were mean about backstabbing people
Thiago
LOL you think i'm nice??
Kirin Pandit
of course!!!
that shouldn't be a surprise in any way haha!
Thiago
thank you!
Kirin Pandit
You're welcome! I mean it haha you're really nice no wonder you're in the top 3!
Thiago
hmm somebody is thinking about all stars isnt she
This honestly really pissed me off. I guess not a lot of people go out of their way to directly tell someone they’re nice, but I was being totally genuine, not even thinking about all stars whatsoever. If I was trying to play all stars, I wouldn’t kiss butt so conspicuously! So for him to accuse me of doing so really pissed me off. What I found interesting was that he was the one who started this conversation and was talking all about the Final TC and how he deserves to win but how he feels so bad for making it look like he was attacking the other 2…So if anyone was playing the game, it was him going out of his way to talk to me about that. Anyways, aside from that, I do enjoy talking to Thiago, but I am definitely scared at him in the game. He is clearly a triple threat and a super smart, hardcore player, and also I know him and Ellen are close friends.
Wendy and I have talked a couple times on AIM and a couple times on Google Hangout. She is definitely fun to talk to, but we obviously aren’t all that close or anything. I could see her maybe wanting to work with me in this game? I’m not really sure. We get along well and stuff, but like most of the others, it probably just won’t end up working out.
Well there’s that! This whole cast assessment is going to be extremely embarrassing if I'm voted out early, but oh well. I've had a lot of these thoughts for the past few months and I'm glad I finally have an outlet to get that off my chest.
I feel like this has just been anticipated forever. Ever since season 3 ended, I have heard people mentioning this long awaited game and how they are just so sure that other people are already playing.
Almost every person on the cast has told me that they think they will be one of the first ones out.
In all honesty, I have both been looking forward and dreading this game. The reason I want to play is the same reason I don’t want to play: I have so many friends playing. It will obviously suck having to vote them out, but I am excited to get to talk to them for a few weeks when they actually have to acknowledge me.
That last sentence probably makes me sound really pathetic. What I mean is like, ever since season 3 ended, I have talked a good bit with the people who were on my season, as well as some of the PWs. Everyone was really nice. Of course, the idea of all stars coming up could have been in the back of everyone’s heads, but for the most part I do believe everything was genuine. I can honestly say that I was NOT attempting to play all stars until the official start date. If anything, these past 3 weeks I was playing “reverse all stars” by purposely not talking to most people on the cast. A couple other all stars games have been going on which a lot of the GvsE cast are in, so I felt like if I try to talk to people in this game, I’d just come off as annoying. Of course, if they messaged me first, then I would talk to them like I normally would. I'm honestly just really insecure about coming across as annoying to anyone.
The other thing about me that affects my relationships is that I get overly offended when people don't respond to my messages. It's honestly something that I need to get over, but when people consistently ignore my messages, I get offended. I honestly would rather people be flat out rude to me and tell me to stop talking to them than ignore me. I guess that goes hand in hand with my insecurity about me being annoying.
One of my favorite things about playing ORGs is getting to meet new people. I love the journey of meeting people, getting to know them, then building trust with them and becoming allies. So, I absolutely HATE that at this point, I know everyone playing the game with the exception of Perry and Quincy. I don’t know who they are or who their real identity is. But as for everyone else, I do know them. Obviously to different extents, but nonetheless, I know them. I guess with that being said, I’ll go ahead and do a cast breakdown.
Outside of this game, I LOVE Annie. She is kind of mean to others sometimes lol but to me she’s so sweet and I love that. She is so fun to talk to and she makes me feel better when I am being hard on myself. Sometimes I get annoyed because she doesn’t respond to me, and I know, some people are just not good at responding in general. However, I am curious to see whether or not she magically gets better at responding to me now that the game has started. I do think Annie and I would actually work well together, just because our styles of gameplay are seem to be different enough to where we would balance each other out and make a good team. I could see us aligning for a bit, but I feel like she’ll want to use me more as a goat for her to pull along. Also, I don’t see her really caring if we’re friends or not after this game, and because of that, I’ll probably put others ahead of her in my priorities.
Honestly, Ben is one of the nicest people I’ve ever met in my entire life. He is SO sweet, and he’s just such a kind-hearted person. I seriously love him sooo much, and I always will. And he is always so much fun to talk to! Gamewise though, I don’t know how it’s going to work out. I feel like we COULD be a really strong team, but for some reason, I just don’t see it happening. I kind of feel like I would hold him down, honestly. Him and I are similar in the sense that we both play with a lot of emotion. But he’s definitely a better strategist and competitor than I am, so I think he could find someone a lot stronger than myself to team up with. I do hope that I am never in a position where I have to lie to him, though, because I seriously am going to try really hard to be honest with him the whole way.
Oh gosh, where do I even start. Cassie and I have been friends for nearly 5 year now. We made the final 2 in another JustLncorporated series which was 4 years ago. GvsE season 3, when she played as Ryan, was the first time we’ve played together since then. To briefly recap how that went, I joined the game because she asked me to, and every move I made in season 3 had her best interest before that of my own. But she decided to play solely for herself, and I was so naïve that I did not see this at all. The round I was going home, I neglected to campaign because I didn’t want to accidently say anything that would hurt her game in any way. The game had no negative effect on our relationship, as she is still one of my closest ORG friends. I honestly don’t know why she is playing this game though, she told me a ton of reasons why she doesn’t want to play, and she said that she won’t have a lot of time for it and she isn’t going to go all out. Obviously though, there is something that is really making her want to play, and to be honest I don’t know what it is. I don’t think she’ll betray me in this game after what happened in season 3, but who’s to say that she won’t get reeled into the game and start playing her hardest like she did last time? I’d like to say that because of what happened in season 3, I’m going to be careful and withhold information from her. However, I know that I am just going to spill everything to her without thinking, which could possibly end up sealing my fate in this game.
I absolutely LOVE Chase. He was a great ally to me in season 3. He is someone that is actually wanting to WORK with someone, not just control them and use them. Him and I are similar in the sense that we are both very trusting, but I think he is more stable and level-headed than I am, and that’s probably why we worked so well together, because I need someone like that to keep me focused. Outside of the game, I feel like we get along really well. I find him absolutely hilarious, and he is SO cute! I feel like both in the game and out of the game, we have kind of a brother/sister relationship, and that’s what I always look for in an ally; an older bother figure. I really, really hope I am not in a position where I have to vote him out in this game. He is someone who I really would want to go all the way with. I intend on putting my full trust in him in this game and hoping for the best.
I have actually known Colleen for a while, although I didn’t know she was in GvsE until the day I got voted out. She is a very sweet girl, but we’ve never been super close, so I don’t see us having a strong bond in the game either. That being said, I do think she’s a huge threat because she is the type of player that is super likeable, but she plays UTR very well and no one will want to vote her out.
Dominic is someone who I REALLY want to work closely with in this game, and I think that we most likely will. Him and I initially bonded over the fact that we have a similar story in season 3; getting betrayed by an outside-the-game friendship. Although his was much more brutal since it was a blindside. But I realized at that point that Dominic is a VERY trusting and loyal ally. I absolutely love him outside the game as well. I think he’s so sweet and on Skype calls he always makes me laugh. But I don’t know, I just feel like I like him SO much more than he likes me, and I don’t even know if he really cares about being friends outside of the game. I feel like he finds me kind of annoying too, but that’s just my insecurity. But putting all that aside, he probably the only person other than Chase that I am going to put my absolute full trust in. I feel like him and I would work really well together just because we balance each other out so well. My only concern is that he will want to use me as his goat instead of working with me.
Well, Ellen is ranked the #1 player of this series, so I think that speaks for itself. But aside from her being an absolutely amazing player in every aspect, she is a personal threat to me. Everyone says she has been playing all stars since season 3 ended, by going out of her way to talk to everyone so much. I wouldn’t have thought anything of that, but what really made me realize she was playing early is that about a month ago, she told Cassie that I need to go out early in all stars, and she went on to say a bunch of negative stuff about me. Apparently she thinks I take jabs at her all the time, which isn’t even true!! Nothing was intentional, at least. But anyways, it’s whatever. I’m not going to go out guns blazing for her or anything, but I am definitely aware that she is not my biggest fan.
Yay, someone I don’t really know! Haha. I’ve talked to Emily 1 or 2 times on AIM, just because I had heard so much about her and wanted to meet her. But it was nothing much. I know some people said they were getting annoyed with her PW comments, and some others said that she got more credit than she deserved in the rankings. So I don’t think she is too well liked, but I could be wrong. We’ll see how she turns out in this game!
I talked to Gloria a tiny bit in a Skype chat one time, but she was just in the chat and I was talking from the call, so it wasn’t anything really. For some reason, I have always got this vibe that she doesn’t like me. But I think when I actually meet her properly, we’ll get along. Either that, or she’ll find me incredibly annoying. I am actually excited to play with her because she seems so hardcore and I think it’ll be a fun time to be in the same game as her.
Hannah is someone else who I have known for a long time, she was actually in the game that Cassie and I made the final 2 in, and the 3 of us were actually a tight alliance. I can tell that she has grown up a lot since that game. I still think that generally she is the same, being a very trusting and loyal ally who is also not afraid to make big moves. But in GvsE season 4, she seemed much more savvy and aware. So honestly I don’t even completely know her as a player now. She has already said stuff to me about how I better not betray her in all stars and how she wants to work with me, and I do think she’d stick by me and be loyal to me. However I have a bad feeling it’s not going to turn out how she wants it to, simply because I’m just not as close with her as I am with some of the others. I try to talk to her, but she’s honestly not good at responding, and every time I try to talk to her on Skype, she like runs away from it. This might change when the game officially starts, but this lack of communication has made it very difficult for me to maintain a close bond with her.
I think Henry is sooo sweet, and obviously is a great player as well. I watched him play iSurv1vor and noticed how carefully he thought everything out, how calculated all of his moves were, and just how smart he is. As far as I know, he’s not close with a lot of the cast, so because of that he would make a great ally. But I don’t really see us working together honestly, just because I think we have different agendas for this game and I feel like our gameplays would clash. He seems to play with a lot less emotion than I do, which is great for him, but it would be hard to work together because of that since basically everything I do in games is based on emotion. I still love him though, and I’m looking forward to being in a game with him just because I enjoy talking to him and he’s awesome.
I met Knox in a game exactly 4 years ago. I found out midway through gvse season 5 that he was playing here as well, and I got super excited, because I didn’t know he even played ORGs anymore. I absolutely love him, he is such a sweetheart. I know he is emotional and sensitive so I can definitely relate to him on that level. I do find him hard to talk to sometimes because he doesn’t like, say a lot. I don’t know if that’s just because he’s doing a lot at once or what. But regardless, he’s like the nicest person ever. I definitely feel like he’s a more aggressive player now than he was before, but I don’t really see us working together for some reason. I kind of put him on the same level as Henry, where I just think we have different agendas, and our gameplays would clash. But I still absolutely love him and I don’t think anything will change that.
I only met Luca fairly recently, right after season 4 ended. And without a doubt, I think he’s one of the sweetest guys I know. He is literally sooo sweet. He is so easy to talk to, and such a good listener. He listens to all of my stupid stories and seems happy to do so. Like I honestly wish more guys in this world were as nice as him. On a game level though, he definitely scares me a lot. I feel like he’s super aggressive when he plays, and I could see him being really intimidating to me. And I don’t know if I am even going to fit into his agenda, he might want me out sooner than later. But I could easily see myself falling for his mist and getting manipulated by him.
I just met Mark this past week, and I could automatically see why he did so well in season 5. He is soooo nice!! And so easy to talk to. At first I was worried that I would come across as some stupid little girl, but I think I did leave a good first impression on him. Which is both good and bad, I suppose. I think he actually might want to work with me, he already told me he wants to be on the same tribe and made a joke about how I shouldn’t vote him out. But I don’t know if I’ll be able to fit him into my plans. We’ll see though, I think him and I would work well together, because he seems like the type of ally to want to work WITH someone, not drag them as a goat.
This is honestly kind of a hard one for me. Michael and I started talking after I got voted out in season 3, and he was such a sweet and supportive PW. And we kept talking ever since. He was someone who could easily brighten my day just by talking to me. So we talked fairly often, I would say. Long story short, he suddenly stopped responding to any message I sent him, and I tried to contact him through a ton of different methods. I finally just stopped trying, but he finally messaged me at the season 5 finale to ask me to add him to the chat. I asked him then why he had been ignoring me, and he said that he didn’t get as many messages from me as I made it out to seem, and he also didn’t feel like talking. Looking back, I didn’t send him any message that was really all that important, but it had been like 3 weeks without me directly hearing from him, and that made me sad. Like I said earlier, I take people not responding to me really personally, which I shouldn’t, because it’s not like he hates me or anything. But if you asked me a month ago, I would have said Michael would be one of my top top allies, but honestly I want to kind of distance myself from him in this game. I don’t think I want to let myself get to close to him again because I’m afraid of just getting my feelings hurt again.
Doing a 2-in-1 because they are next to each other, and also because it’s the same situation; I do not know either of them. Which I am excited about, because like I said earlier I love the journey of like, meeting people and getting to know them. Even if I don’t work with either of them in this game, I’m honestly just excited to meet them.
Selena is another one I’ve known for 4 years, I met her in that same game with Cassie and Hannah. We haven’t played a game together since then, but we have stayed in touch. I always feel really comfortable talking to her, I feel like I can tell her anything and she won’t judge me for it. And I think she feels the same way for me. I don’t know if I’ll rank her my #1 ally, but she’s definitely up there, and honestly she’s the only person in this game who I don’t think will try to manipulate me or take advantage of me in any way. I don’t think she’ll ever lie to me or use anything I say against me. Because of that, I definitely have full intentions on being honest with her the entire time.
I’ve talked to Thiago a few times now, once during his season and then a few more times right around the end. He’s really nice and can definitely keep a conversation going, which is great because it means I don’t have to shoot out a ton of questions =P Thiago said one thing to me in one of our early conversations though, which really rubbed me the wrong way and it’s still been on my mind.
Kirin Pandit
you're so nice anyways it's not like you were mean about backstabbing people
Thiago
LOL you think i'm nice??
Kirin Pandit
of course!!!
that shouldn't be a surprise in any way haha!
Thiago
thank you!
Kirin Pandit
You're welcome! I mean it haha you're really nice no wonder you're in the top 3!
Thiago
hmm somebody is thinking about all stars isnt she
This honestly really pissed me off. I guess not a lot of people go out of their way to directly tell someone they’re nice, but I was being totally genuine, not even thinking about all stars whatsoever. If I was trying to play all stars, I wouldn’t kiss butt so conspicuously! So for him to accuse me of doing so really pissed me off. What I found interesting was that he was the one who started this conversation and was talking all about the Final TC and how he deserves to win but how he feels so bad for making it look like he was attacking the other 2…So if anyone was playing the game, it was him going out of his way to talk to me about that. Anyways, aside from that, I do enjoy talking to Thiago, but I am definitely scared at him in the game. He is clearly a triple threat and a super smart, hardcore player, and also I know him and Ellen are close friends.
Wendy and I have talked a couple times on AIM and a couple times on Google Hangout. She is definitely fun to talk to, but we obviously aren’t all that close or anything. I could see her maybe wanting to work with me in this game? I’m not really sure. We get along well and stuff, but like most of the others, it probably just won’t end up working out.
Well there’s that! This whole cast assessment is going to be extremely embarrassing if I'm voted out early, but oh well. I've had a lot of these thoughts for the past few months and I'm glad I finally have an outlet to get that off my chest.
