Selena: (2:00:46 PM) Back.
Cassie: (2:00:51 PM) hey
Selena: (2:00:55 PM) heyo
Cassie: (2:01:06 PM) i guess i just feel really backstabbed
Selena: (2:03:08 PM) It was a hard vote.
Cassie: (2:03:19 PM) you promised me.
Selena: (2:04:34 PM) I know and I feel really bad.
Cassie: (2:04:55 PM) was this like a predetermined thing?
Selena: (2:05:09 PM) No
Cassie: (2:06:34 PM) when was it decided?
Selena: (2:07:18 PM) Last night
Cassie: (2:07:31 PM) okay
Cassie: (2:07:40 PM) i mean i understand why i wasn't told. I would've told Chase to use his idol
Cassie: (2:07:49 PM) but it was stlll kind of a backstabbing move
Selena: (2:09:02 PM) Chase was a big player in this game.
Cassie: (2:09:49 PM) everyone in this game is a big player
Cassie: (2:09:52 PM) that's why we're here
Cassie: (2:10:24 PM) and i still want to be friends, obviously. It just hurts because I honestly talk to you the most on my tribe
Cassie: (2:10:35 PM) and you went out of your way to promise me something and then went against that without any forewarning
Selena: (2:12:08 PM) I talk to you the most on this tribe as well. I know it was douchey kind of move and I am sorry for that.
Cassie: (2:12:38 PM) i guess now the division in our tribe is obvious
Cassie: (2:12:41 PM) and now we are on opposing sides
Selena: (2:13:13 PM) I suppose that is the case.
Cassie: (2:13:36 PM) because now i know the next thing people will be saying is, "Oh, Cassie is a big player in this game."
Cassie: (2:13:53 PM) and i mean it is obvious that you, Colleen, Dominic, and Luca have some kind of agreement
Cassie: (2:14:23 PM) and i want to be friends. I still want to have our chats. And I will treat you like nothing has happened because I feel like that's how you deserve to be treated
Cassie: (2:14:45 PM) but as far as the game goes, obviously trust has been broken. I'd like to repair it in the future, but I'm not naive enough to think that will change while we are on these tribes
So basically Selena is being short with me. I was straight up with her. She was one of my best friends on this tribe. I loved talking to her. I TRUSTED her. She promised me. She lied to me. Our future of working together in this game is officially over. I was honest about it. I appreciate when people are honest to me, so I wanted to give her that respect. Because I do respect her. I understand why she made the decision. I really do. Strategically, maybe it really is her best move. I'm not sure because I would've wanted to go really far with her. I hope to remain friends with her. We just can't be allies. I can't be blinded by our friendship anymore. She's obviously against me now, and I don't want to let my heart get in the way of seeing that.
