Post by aj on Jun 25, 2013 23:24:00 GMT -5
I'm obviously upset right now, for a number of reasons. I had no idea that Cassie/Chase/Michael/Quincy were splitting the vote. Had I known this, I would have advised against it. Like how could they have fallen for that? Seriously? If I were on that tribe, I would have NEVER let them agree to that. Maybe I should have been more involved in their TC. That comment sounds so conceited. I'm sure that things are different when you're actually there and on the tribe. But still. That just seems like common sense? I guess I would have trusted Selena too, though.
Regarding that vote, I'm upset with Dominic mostly, though. How could he have done Chase wrong like that? Chase has put SO much trust into Dominic this game. I don't even know what's going on now, so I'm not going to make assumptions. But just like....ugh.
Who I'm most upset with though is Selena....Maybe upset isn't the right word. I'm just confused, taken back a little, and slightly disappointed. Not because of her vote, who she votes for is nothing I am worrying about.
But about an hour or so before votes were revealed, she came to me and told me she was really sorry, but the votes flipped, and Chase was going home.
I was obviously upset. I was honestly really, really sad. I kept thinking about how Chase hurt was going to be. Selena kept telling me how bad she felt, and how sorry she was. While I was really sad to hear this, I appreciated SO MUCH that Selena told me this. I just thought that her telling me this was being a really, really good friend. I thought she told me that to save me from being completely shocked when the vote was revealed. So while it was conspicuous that I was upset, I didn't argue her decision in the slightest, and instead I just made sure she knew how much I appreciated the fact that she told me. And she just kept saying no problem and she felt really bad.
I wanted so badly to tell Chase or Cassie, but I didn't. I told myself I wouldn't get involved with their TC, and I knew telling them would create a bigger mess. I wondered to myself if I was being a bad ally, because maybe there was still time for Chase to play the idol, and I wasn't telling him. But I just didn't want to make things crazy at the last minute. So I just kept quiet.
Well, votes were revealed, and Cassie told me Quincy was gone. I was confused how that happened anyways, but what made the whole situation even more bewildering for me was because Selena told me Chase was going. And so that's when it clicked. There could be only one reason Selena would tell me that; she knows Chase has the idol. I BET that Dominic told Selena to tell me that. He probably thought I'd have a big mouth and would run and tell Chase, and he'd waste the idol.
I AM SO HAPPY THAT I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT.
I just confronted Selena about it. Not in a mean and angry way or anything, but I asked her why she told me that. You know what her reason for doing that was?
Selena
I was only joking with you lolol
OH PLEASE. Seriously? I'm not THAT much of an idiot. She can't even own up to this now! I keep questioning why she felt she had to do that, and she is just posting a bunch of frown faces. I'm not even acting pissed. I'm just acting confused. Which is truly what I am! I'd really like her to explain herself. How is that funny to tell someone their biggest ally is going home? It'd be one thing if like Luca actually did get voted out and she told me Chase, because then that would be like "OMG YAY!" But the fact that Quincy got voted out and she told me Chase? It makes her lie EXTREMELY pointless. So obviously, she had a plan behind that.
I thought Selena and I were closer than that. I know this was small, but it made me lose a LOT of trust in her.
So I'm just disappointed.
Regarding that vote, I'm upset with Dominic mostly, though. How could he have done Chase wrong like that? Chase has put SO much trust into Dominic this game. I don't even know what's going on now, so I'm not going to make assumptions. But just like....ugh.
Who I'm most upset with though is Selena....Maybe upset isn't the right word. I'm just confused, taken back a little, and slightly disappointed. Not because of her vote, who she votes for is nothing I am worrying about.
But about an hour or so before votes were revealed, she came to me and told me she was really sorry, but the votes flipped, and Chase was going home.
I was obviously upset. I was honestly really, really sad. I kept thinking about how Chase hurt was going to be. Selena kept telling me how bad she felt, and how sorry she was. While I was really sad to hear this, I appreciated SO MUCH that Selena told me this. I just thought that her telling me this was being a really, really good friend. I thought she told me that to save me from being completely shocked when the vote was revealed. So while it was conspicuous that I was upset, I didn't argue her decision in the slightest, and instead I just made sure she knew how much I appreciated the fact that she told me. And she just kept saying no problem and she felt really bad.
I wanted so badly to tell Chase or Cassie, but I didn't. I told myself I wouldn't get involved with their TC, and I knew telling them would create a bigger mess. I wondered to myself if I was being a bad ally, because maybe there was still time for Chase to play the idol, and I wasn't telling him. But I just didn't want to make things crazy at the last minute. So I just kept quiet.
Well, votes were revealed, and Cassie told me Quincy was gone. I was confused how that happened anyways, but what made the whole situation even more bewildering for me was because Selena told me Chase was going. And so that's when it clicked. There could be only one reason Selena would tell me that; she knows Chase has the idol. I BET that Dominic told Selena to tell me that. He probably thought I'd have a big mouth and would run and tell Chase, and he'd waste the idol.
I AM SO HAPPY THAT I KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT.
I just confronted Selena about it. Not in a mean and angry way or anything, but I asked her why she told me that. You know what her reason for doing that was?
Selena
I was only joking with you lolol
OH PLEASE. Seriously? I'm not THAT much of an idiot. She can't even own up to this now! I keep questioning why she felt she had to do that, and she is just posting a bunch of frown faces. I'm not even acting pissed. I'm just acting confused. Which is truly what I am! I'd really like her to explain herself. How is that funny to tell someone their biggest ally is going home? It'd be one thing if like Luca actually did get voted out and she told me Chase, because then that would be like "OMG YAY!" But the fact that Quincy got voted out and she told me Chase? It makes her lie EXTREMELY pointless. So obviously, she had a plan behind that.
I thought Selena and I were closer than that. I know this was small, but it made me lose a LOT of trust in her.
So I'm just disappointed.