09: All About the Idols

[Dominic]

Merge. Yay. Except not really at all.



This is probably the most obnoxious and annoyingly fake moment ever. Like worse than Keesha's birthday on Big Brother 10. I realize this is a big night for them because after 8 rounds they FINALLY managed to have a plan work. Seriously. Score update is Us: 10, Them: 1. But seriously. Everyone knows where the lines are drawn and the fake smiles and lies are just annoying the hell out of me. Just because you keep saying you're honest people doesn't make you honest people. Especially Cassie. Right now Colleen is confronting her about voting her two rounds ago and Cassie is like "omg so you'd be safe from rocks gurl." Uhm... then why was the idol played on you, bitch? You obviously thought Colleen was going. Fake bitch.

For Cassie:


And the God Complex on Thiago right now is just exploding with annoyance. He's pretty high on himself right now from his idol play. Plain and simple, he got fucking lucky. Yet he's probably in his diary room stroking his cock about how calculated that was. He played his idol for one reason only: to be safe from the purple rocks. He's currently telling me he had a "5th sense" moment (yes... he said 5TH SENSE) about this. Then tried to feed me some more bullshit and blah blah blah. I just hate that they're still being fake despite everything being so transparent.

Thiago in his diary room tonight:


RIP Luca. We will avenge you... hopefully.

[Dominic]

You know what I want right now? A giant Skype call with the whole merged tribe. A giant screaming match to call out the fake shit would make me so fucking happy right now.

[Dominic]

Long time no post, but I was too busy busting my ass in that immunity challenge to care. Thank god I came out with the win (along with Ellen) though because that was honestly a lot of work. Although it may have seemed unnecessary, we had to do everything we could to maximize our odds for this upcoming vote, which is probably the biggest of the season. The stakes are high and it could honestly go either way with both groups having an idol.

OH YEAH, BY THE WAY I FOUND THE MOTHERFUCKIN' IDOL! YAY ME! This would be a lot cuter if the other side didn't have one as well.



The division of this game is at an all-time high and paranoia is through the roof. I know people like to tease me that I'm the most paranoid person ever (which is true to an extent) but everything else is as well. No one will really open up in a conversation nowadays due to the fear of releasing too much information. A lot of mind games seem to be taking place too and I definitely don't care for it. I know Henry likes to take a shot every time someone says this, but I am honestly caring less and less for this game every day. Oddly enough, at the same time all this frustration and anger is just giving me the drive to move on and crush them. We definitely have the upper-hand going into this vote. Ellen and I are immune and we have an idol that we'll be playing. If it hits, then that's great, but if not then only one of ours will be going to the rocks. The only catch is that they have an idol as well. So this round is truly set up to be a killer. A lot of mind fucking is sure to go into this vote and we still don't know what we're going to do. It's all about anticipation. "What will THEY do" has come up practically a million times in conversation and we still don't know tbh because we have reason and logic behind each and every decision they could make. Thank God they have Cassie and Henry though because they would be crushed strategically if not for them. We're not going down without a fight though. This is pretty much our last stand and we're going to make the most of it. Hold on, cause we're about to climax, folks.

Other than all the strategy-talk going on right now, not much else is happening other than people being bitches. I was called a bully twice yesterday lmao. Apparently me not kissing Thiago's ass translates to me bullying him, and not telling Henry was he wants to hear means I'm rude and emotionally unsound? It's a bit ridiculous how I'm being called an emotional player, yet they are ones getting butt-hurt over the fact that I won't just roll over and die. Thiago can honestly just get a life though because he can't go and say he's a nice person (project cock, anyone?). He's been trying to ~get to know me~ recently, but please... I'm not about to become your Chad so stop flirting with Ben and I. Thanks. I'm sure your "boyfriend" wouldn't appreciate that. Henry however, I think is a really nice guy. I genuinely trust him and I really wish I could work with him. Unfortunately, the sides are already determined and there's really no going back from here. So let's cross our fingers and hope this goes our way!

[Dominic]

Knox and Henry keep talking to me trying to fish for info I think, but no one is dropping any hints about what's going on tonight. I'm so annoyed and just want to scream at them because I want everything to go so well tonight lolol



UGH. So nervous.