DR of an Italian All Star - It's Turned Into War

[LuCat]

What's even more awkward is AJ knows I know she tried to get me voted out and is trying to be nice still. I'm just so over her. Invisible function on AIM. <3

[LuCat]

Also thanks Faith <3

[LuCat]

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You tidied up the house?? omg. You are such a good son!!!

[LuCat]

That's going on my parchment for Quincy at judgement.

[Faith]

Jun 22, 2013 1:17:22 GMT -5 LuCat said:

Im writing a long conf tomorrow. Lots to talk about involving Gloria being an idiot, Hannah being the vote, and my hatred for Thiago. Let us not forget about AJs fakeness either. It's going to be a good time.

We have similar views.

[LuCat]

So last night was beautiful. Dom/Chase skype call. They are freaking out given they are positive I through the challenge and think I have Ellen's idol.

I'm not even going to be on today because I don't see the point in it. They are splitting votes. 4 for Colleen 2 for me in their brain, but really it's about to be 4-3-1 and Quincy is getting blindsided. Quincy is the ultimate pawn in this game and he won't see it coming. It's going to be marvelous and even the better if Chase flushes his idol down the toilet.

Let them just be paranoid in my absence. They are going to lose it I'm sure. It sucks that the vote has to be Quincy but, he's a canary in this game, and it's time for the cat to kill the canary. Ellis 6 have come back together but with me and Selena replacing Carly and Ryan. Here's to hoping we can really take control of the game this round.

[LuCat]

Ugh Chase didn't play the idol but at least Im still here.

[LuCat]

Hurrrm. What to do what to do. I've hardly read into this challenge yet, mainly because I hate the fact it's a crap shoot but Michael's post in the forum affirms one of two things, either A) There is talk in Legatu camp to throw the challenge or B) Michael is just stupid and feels the need to post what he's going to do in the tribe camp. Probably the latter. I mean he said to Colleen last night he was just doing what he was told on the vote. Lmao okay? Because that justifies the split for Colleen and I? I swear these people are so far from insufferable. Of course after the vote last night I get a pity party from Quincy. Saying he wanted to work with me and all this other shit and how hurt he is. Well gee Quincy. Thanks for trying to throw yourself a pity party. I've had four knives in my back already this game so I was quite frankly done with the bullshit. He tries to justify voting for me by saying I was around like lol nothing I did was going to switch that vote and even still I don't know how many times I've said I just want to see my friends do well so I wasn't going to steer the vote on someone else. It's just frustrating. I understand Q is hurt but he made his bed when he told Chase everything I told him in confidence. Like I said multiple times, "Don't share this with anyone" and what did he do? Went to Chase with it while Chase has the biggest boner to get me out. So naive Q. I think the most entertaining thing to me was this.

Colby (11:01:40 PM): But I know everyone wants my head on a platter in this game
pagongedstephen (11:01:53 PM): don't over-hype yourself

Lol it just goes to show how naive he is. Four tribals in a row where my name has been tossed around bud. Many more to come. I'm hardly a deadly player in this game but I have attention focused on me because of Ellen. I told him that point blank but he doesn't believe it and I'm not sure if he will. Thiago/Mark are for sure the deadliest duo in this game and they are just floating by -.-

I don't know where this leaves us now. A very precarious spot I would assume. We need Chase to play that idol on the wrong person next time we go to tribal otherwise it's Game. Set. Match.

[LuCat]

Omg Zac is here <3

[LuCat]

A part of me wishes I didn't win my season because the people in this game seriously give me a fucking headache. No they don't even give me a headache, they are the definition of a headache. The amount of times I've had to apply bio-freeze to my forehead this week is really not healthy in the slightest.

I'm kind of pissed. I was looking forward to not going to tribal -although Ellen was freaking out- and then results get fcked up and even if I get my stuff correct we go to a tie-breaker. Of course Ellen wants us to throw. I'm just getting tired of it I guess. I haven't been immune one time in this entire game and my name comes up every tribal. A break would be nice, but Sami is just going on and on about the numbers yadda yadda. I mean okay she's right but that doesn't take away from the fact it's annoying. I've pretty much come to the conclusion I'm going to get the original one right and flop in the TB since I have other stuff going on that needs attention and I don't want to be at tribal while that's unfolding. It just sucks for me, and it sucks that it's in my hands. I'm the one having to constantly take the risk in this game and eventually a risk you take isn't going to pay off. Those that live fast and hard, normally die young and unfulfilled, and I really do feel like by throwing this challenge, I'm going to get idol'ed out, especially if Cassie is immune. It's a 50/50 shot they play the idol correctly and I'm fcked. I don't think they are going to easily believe Dominic the second time around and that's going to seal my fate in the game. It just upsets me because I don't have a chance with these people and I feel I can't even talk to them. There's no substance of a conversation to have. I can't confront them on their shit because then it'll fuck Dom and we're cut off and I can't be fake to them bc then they'll just compare notes and they'll still go for me. I hate it. I think the other thing is, to have immunity taken away.. after winning? -flashback to S4 F5 challenge-

Morgan: "Congrats Jessica you are immun.. oh shit congrats Luca!"

Um.. karma coming full circle anyone? I just feel the stars are aligning for me to leave. Ughhh.

Onto Legatu drama. When Legatu thought they were going to tribal the vote immediately shifted to Ben. (alol) So Ben goes to AJ and tries to get it on Thiago. AJ in her brilliance neglecting to read her tribe might not go to tribal tells Ben that he's getting votes and that he should get Ellen to play her idol on him..

But really...

Idk. I just don't have any respect for her or anyone who is suckling from her bosom. Honestly AJ talks about wanting to go to "Apops" to meet Ben and as a friend can't even throw him a bone to save him from judgement? She's full of shit if she thinks she doesn't have the power to. It's just low. I want to go up to Cassie on this tribe so bad and be like, "You've alienated people who were going to be on your side." and it's 100% true. Instead of working with people who, I don't know, actually wanted to work with you in the game, you keep alienating them, while in the process of keeping players around who have no loyalty such as Thiago, Mark, Knox, Chase, list goes on. (Although in this case Chase and Knox are pretty whipped by AJ) I guess I just don't understand it bc yeah there is an alliance of people together against AJ, but it's been created by circumstance and not having any other options. I just feel if AJ has any wit about her since she is basically queen of the game she would have aligned with Ellen and waited for a good time to get rid of her. Instead she's started this war and if we lose just one person the war ends. It sucks and it's not what I'm about as a player. That I'm about to put my game in the fate of an idol being played incorrectly. I hate this. I really fucking do, but I'm aware of the decision I'm making and if I go down for it, at least I'm going down hopefully giving any of my allies that makes merge a fighting chance in the game.

[LuCat]

Also apparently someone called Chase dumb for splitting the votes. (alol) So since then, Chase has gone on this butthurt rant about it and acting all mopey. That was so Mark or Thiago lmao.

[LuCat]

Chase is thinking about using his idol. I hope he doesnt but if I go this game kinda sucked. I don't like the idea of just letting someone (AJ) win but w/e. I won my season. I ain't got shit to prove. That risks thing is so true tho. Especially since this is exactly what happened to Jess. Lol karma <3

[LuCat]

This vote is high risk high reward. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared.

[LuCat]

Supposedly Chase did not play his idol. If this is the case then I should be renamed LuCat for surviving all these tribals in a row. I guess I have 9 lives lol. I hope he's not lying about it to be a douchehole though. Lol. I wouldnt put it past him.

[LuCat]

Flawless~