DR of an Italian All Star - It's Turned Into War

[LuCat]

I'm not looking forward to posting four hours straight and then turn around and do a SI challenge. -.-

[LuCat]

I swear to fucking God if we are not immune after four straight hours of posting I'll cut a bitch up. Ellen and I are dragging this tribe after all that.

[LuCat]

The instructions say one team is immune and the top scorer from each tribe is immune.

-What I'm thinking-

Top pair is immune and has immunity from their tribe. The other two tribes will have their top scorer be immune. 4 people immune. Balloons cause a shuffle into two new tribes. Double tribal council. I wonder if I'm right. The balloon colors throws everything off, but I feel like that assumption has to be close.

[LuCat]

Gloria is a fucking idiot.

[LuCat]

Im writing a long conf tomorrow. Lots to talk about involving Gloria being an idiot, Hannah being the vote, and my hatred for Thiago. Let us not forget about AJs fakeness either. It's going to be a good time.

[LuCat]

This cast is possessed by the devil. It's awful at all the things that have transpired since last night.

First off Gloria. She's.. nuts. Dom, Ellen, and I told her last night not to target Mark and played Devil's advocate to make her feel like we valued her opinion (we do) and then she leaves the Skype call and tries to get the vote on Mark. Thiago has broken her as a player. She has now effectively sunken her own ship and is once again trying to take us down with her! Starz repeat anyone? She's now trying to flip the vote on Ben.. She lacks so much logic and is making the game that much harder for her allies.. and making it easier for the enemy. She's going around trying cause chaos when it's just hurting us. I don't understand it. I don't think I ever want to work with her in a game again. She's been trying to bate us all for info. I just pressed the block button honestly. What's awful is Michael was going and we desperately need him to go since he is in AJ's ass but Gloria is a loose cannon so bai2her. And that leads us into the vote where information is flying everywhere.

So basically last night Ryan talked to Chase and found out Chase probably has the idol and that AJ is trying to get the vote on me..

I seriously cannot with this girl. She acts like bff's with everyone and asked me to come to her house, and now she's trying to get me voted out? Like really. It kinda hurts. I mean I always figured she was fake but really? This is heartless. I want to make a public thread and call her out now. All because I'm close to Ellen. Ellen. Ellen. Ellen. Well listen AJ. I'm sorry Ellen is a better player than you but she never had it out for you and you're the person trying to start a war. Hannah if she leaves will be a causality of a war you are starting. Of course that remains to be seen. I know Hannah is voting for me and I told her I'm voting for her. Selena is supposedly with us and I'd like to think Knox is to, but he hasn't been around all day. I'm nervous and I just hope I stay. I'm telling Ellen to keep her idol. If I leave she's going to need it. And if I do leave I'm throwing AJ hardcore under the bus. This tirade against Ellen is ridiculous. Half the cast is possessed by the devil bc they all think AJ is so nice and Ellen is so manipulative. They have their sights set on the wrong person and it's very sad. I have no respect for AJ right now. I'm ready to go guns blazing for her. This is cold blooded. Colleen and Quincy are jews living in Nazi Germany over on Legatu, so for that I'm happy they are immune since apparently everyone close to Ellen has to go. It's personal. It's cruel. It's mean-spirited and I have no respect for those trying to get Ellen out. It lacks strategy. I'm sure they justify it in their mind but instead of trying to work with Ellen they just target her. It's stupid and it's personally motivated. Either way I'm not surprised and was worried I'd be targeted bc Ellen and I are seen as a pair and here we are my worst fears are coming true. I hope I'm still around in an hour.

I guess my thing is, in the words of my rival Jessica I have no problem being voted out if it's someone making a great game move, and that's the thing this is not a good game move. AJ/Chase/Cassie are alienating people they could potentially work with with and then pretending like it's okay. Well sorry. I'm not the type of person who takes things at face value like half of your little zombies do AJ. I'm not going to believe anything that comes out of your mouth if I stick around. I'm sorry but your ship has sailed with me.

My mind is just racing until results go up. All the he said and paranoia I can't deal with. I still have more to write about but I want to know if I survive first. We'll see I guess. I'm nervous. Here's to hoping I don't leave tonight. I'll finish after results.

[LuCat]

Also Wendy thinks there is a season 6 alliance. Um lol. I guess we're all aligned. F18 guys!

[LuCat]

It's game on.

[LuCat]

I love being on a tribe in majority with 3 people who tried to get me voted out from across tribes last round!

[LuCat]

I swear I never thought I'd meet anyone as fake as Keira from Starz. Then this happened.

AJ (10:51:19 PM): crying
Colby (10:57:36 PM): omg sorry I was in the kitchen
Colby (10:57:37 PM): Im so sad :-(
AJ (10:58:33 PM): me too ))))):
AJ (10:58:42 PM): i was seriously going to be SO happy if i was with you
Colby (10:59:52 PM): I know same
Colby (10:59:58 PM): I want to be on a tribe together so bad
Colby (11:00:08 PM): Idk if we'll swap again before the merge either
Colby (11:00:11 PM): this sucks
AJ (11:00:34 PM): yeah i know
AJ (11:00:41 PM): this game is moving so freaking fast
AJ (11:00:57 PM): blah
AJ (11:01:04 PM): i'm sad
AJ (11:01:05 PM): lol
Colby (11:02:38 PM): Im sad to I got votes last round :-(
Colby (11:02:43 PM): I almost left
AJ (11:04:02 PM): seriously???
AJ (11:04:03 PM): how???
Colby (11:04:40 PM): I don't know, but it upset me
Colby (11:04:47 PM): Like my heart was racing
Colby (11:04:56 PM): Im so happy I stayed
Colby (11:05:03 PM): if I didnt I would have been pretty devastated
AJ (11:05:36 PM): i would have been too
AJ (11:05:42 PM): do you know who voted with you, at least?
Colby (11:06:17 PM): Ellen and Selena did
Colby (11:06:21 PM): Knox and Hannah voted against me
Colby (11:06:40 PM): I didnt really want to vote Hannah but found out when I logged on she was voting for me that was a dealbreaker
Colby (11:06:53 PM): We didnt really solidfy who is was going to be last night and then I heard it was for me I was really upset
AJ (11:07:48 PM): Oh my gosh, that's absolutely crazy. Well I'm glad it worked out for you. But wow, I can't believe they would randomly vote against you =/
AJ (11:08:07 PM): I'm so glad you had Ellen and Selena
AJ (11:08:26 PM): I would honestly be sad if you left this early before I even had a chance to play on a tribe with you
Colby (11:10:14 PM): I know I would have been to
Colby (11:10:26 PM): but it was slim pickings on our tribe I'm not surprised I got votes. I'm surprised I've lasted this long
AJ (11:12:22 PM): Yeah you did SO good
AJ (11:12:30 PM): You never had immunity or individual immunity
AJ (11:12:34 PM): and you made it this far
Colby (11:15:10 PM): Thats why I cant believe Im still in
Colby (11:15:13 PM): I mean Annie left her first tribal
AJ (11:15:41 PM): yeah. i was realy sad. i wanted to play with Cam so bad too
AJ (11:15:54 PM): but oh well, things happen i guess

[LuCat]

This is hilarious. Chase pulled Dominic into a Skype call last night and talked about how we need to throw the chal bc I will leave 7-1 when we go to judgement, and how AJ was upset she was on a tribe with Ellen and how concerned she is bc she is separated from Chase/Cassie. I'm lol'ing so hard. Chase thinks he's running the game just like in season 3. That story didn't end well.

[LuCat]

Quincy apparently sold me down the river faster than I could blink an eye. Just wow.

[LuCat]

Why did Chase make this..? Seriously?

[Faith]

whoah whoah nice to have entry in here love your writing.

[LuCat]

I'm really sad honestly. These players are just awful. Chase's Ellen drawing is just so beyond the scope of the game. I just wish people would see AJ isn't the sweetheart they've made her out to be. I'm sure she's a good person deep down but I feel it's just so much of an act. Andii let me know before coming into this game she did the same thing before in BBPrime and look what happened there.

Of course I'm not going down without a fight, but I know what's coming is about to be an all or nothing scenario, and really I feel it's the only option available. Given the fact Quincy has sold me down the river to Chase and company we don't have a majority on this tribe. The only favor Quincy did me was placing the vote on Selena and buying me a round, but honestly Quincy is dead to me. I trusted that boy with my life but I guess he's too scared of me since I am a winner that's he's willing to ditch me faster than he can blink an eye even though my allies in this game are so few. I'm sure it's a tactic to try and make himself the swing vote next round but really it just hurts. Third person in the span of three days to turn on me because of my relationship to Ellen.

The plan right now is four votes Quincy, four votes Selena, Chase flushes his idol, and hopefully Michael/Cassie flip in the re-vote out of fear. I mean. I just feel it's all or nothing now. I'm not afraid to do this and I know Colleen isn't either. I'm just not going to let these players walk all over me. It's really sad that the game is like AJ vs. Ellen, given the fact the most dangerous pairs in this game are AJ/Cassie (F2 in Justin's last All Star game and nobody even notices that) and Thiago/Mark. (F2 last season) The real threats are sitting right in front of their face but all the attention is on Ellen/I. Ugh I don't feel I'm playing with All Stars. I feel like I'm just playing with a bunch of gay males that love Kirin since she always uses that as common ground. I'm waiting for Chase to make an image of two guys having sex and put my face on the bottom and Ellen's on the top because I'm her bitch. Like sorry I'm coming in here as a winner and just want to see my friends do well. Maybe I would have wanted to see you do well Chase if you weren't so ridiculous thinking you are running this game. Mark probably has that ego stroked so hard.

Speaking of Mark, It's probably worth noting Mark might be the mastermind behind all of this but nobody is even pegging him as a threat. It just sucks that people don't wake the fuck up and look around. In a game of numbers how are Ellen and I threats if we literally have what? Ben and Colleen in their head.. maybe le sigh~ The only satisfying thing is if Ellen and I leave soon they will all just be back-stabbed one by one and see for themselves.

I'm just really almost depressed. I only even wanted to play to help my friends do well and it's part of the reason I'm being targeted. I just want to go to judgement already. Fuck the challenge. It's All Stars and sometimes risks need to be taken. I'm ready to take the risk at judgement.